Right from day one with Sir, the goal has been 24/7 service. This has been something that has taken time. There have been a few reasons for this, the main one being I had a child at home. The kidlet is now heading off to school so this frees me to enter 24/7 service with Sir. From day one to now has taken aproximately 2 years.
In August we move the kid into her apartment.
The time has come!
I have spent weeks/weekends here and there at the farm. But that won't be the same as being there all the time. One concern I have is being able to be 'on' all the time. Slavery has no days off right? I think I'm my own worse enemy. I want to be the best slave I can and I hold myself to very high standards for him. High standards which are achievable on a weekend basis.... Can I do it 24/7? Should I be?
He has always been very happy with my Service. I think I'm just fretting. I never have been good at change. This definately is a big change.
I am starting to spend more time at the farm then at my previous residence up north. It's been wonderful, busy! but wonderful. Sir has been a bit of recluse for a few years but now that he has his girl in the house, people are drawing him out to be the social butterfly he is. It's a whirlwind.....next weekend we're having dinner with bdsm friends on Saturday, Sunday we're off to celebrate a kink friend's birthday and Monday (long weekend here) I am going to a service seminar that is presented by Laura Antoniou.
I haven't figured out how to post a clickable link yet so...if interested.. URL for the service seminar
http://fetlife.com/events/22647
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